with life

Chapter 5

There is life everywhere in the downtown area, people walking on the side of the road, even stray cats, dogs and bugs in the bushes, except for her, Chu Ning.The shroud of night does not mean the coming of death, even those annoying lights are full of life, she is out of tune with this world, so she can only watch silently from the sidelines.

Chu Ning squatted down with her arms folded, her back against the wall, her body curled up into a ball, tears without taste and temperature, falling was a waste, she didn't have the breath of the living, so she didn't have the qualifications to approach Jiang Yao, she was It should only be seen from a distance...

Jiang Yao stood where she was and did not dare to go forward. Even though she was so distressed that she twitched and suffocated, she was still afraid of the unbelievable facts in front of her. It was too subverting her worldview. How would she accept it? Where did the sense of familiarity come from, and why did it happen to find me.Time passed by, and she couldn't hear the noise outside the darkness, only Chu Ning's low sobbing sound in her ears, desolate and sad, hearing it made her feel pain in her heart, and countless broken pictures filled her brain, She couldn't figure out a thought, but that intuition became stronger and stronger, and she knew that Chu Ning would not hurt her.

After a long time, Jiang Yao stepped forward, knelt down beside her, reached out and hugged her, and said softly, "Why did you come to me, do you have any unfulfilled wishes..."

Don't be afraid, she has never been afraid of these things, just like working in a funeral home, it's just a different way to serve the dead, this is her duty.Or maybe, the intuition in her body is right, she acts before her mind, and she is willing to get close to Chuning, no matter what the other party is.

Chu Ning's body trembled, and her sobs gradually turned into sobs. She liked being hugged by Jiang Yao like this, but now she couldn't do it anymore. Chuning struggled to get out of her embrace, stood up, and left Jiang Yao with a back view.The waist-length hair is so beautiful, black and smooth, and exudes a faint fragrance.

"I'm sorry to scare you..." Chuning's voice was choked up, revealing a little despair, "My wish has come true, it's enough to see you well, in the future... I won't bother you again."

After speaking, she took a step.

"stop!"

Jiang Yao took a step forward, took her cold and stiff hand, and covered it in her arms, but she heard Chuning sneer, mocking her, "It's useless, you can't warm it up."

"where are you going…"

"Go where I'm supposed to go."

"You haven't told me what relationship I have with you, and what I forgot, don't you want me to remember?" The scorching heat in the palm of his hand seemed to be able to burn Chuning's hand, Jiang Yao thought of herself Maybe she forgot some very important things, so she couldn't stop the sharp pain in her heart. She hugged Chuning from behind and hugged her slender waist tightly, "Please, let me remember, okay, I'm afraid I missed it, and I will regret it for the rest of my life..."

Occasionally, when a vehicle passed by them, the driver would look at Jiang Yao in surprise. It was this small gesture that reminded Chuning that she could not pester Jiang Yao like this, and she did not belong to this world.

That memory is very painful, and no one should bring it up lightly. Do you want her to tell Yaoyao that she is her wife and was forced to death... That will not make Jiang Yao's life better, and it will only increase her life. pain.

Chu Ning turned around and fell into Jiang Yao's arms, desperately tainting the breath of life on her body, greedy for the embrace that gave her a great sense of security during her lifetime, her tears became more and more violent, "It's okay to forget... I don't want to add pain to you... But I am not reconciled...I have been looking for you for a long time..."

Her collapse made Jiang Yao's heart suffocate, and she panicked immediately, and frantically wiped away her tears, as if she couldn't stop it no matter how much she wiped.Jiang Yao put her arms around her waist with one hand, patted her back with the other, and coaxed, "Don't cry, don't cry... I will believe you if you say it, I don't care whether you are a human or a ghost..."

The fear just now has long been forgotten by Jiang Yao, her eyes are full of this poor woman who makes her feel distressed, the subconscious of her body guides her to accept Chuning, but her unsatisfactory head just can't remember anything.Reminiscent of her mother's anomaly that day, Jiang Yao felt more and more uneasy, as if she was hiding a big secret, and everyone was keeping it from her. She urgently needed to know the truth, and needed to remember everything...

The night in the twelfth lunar month was so cold that people couldn't move their legs. Jiang Yao still felt that Chuning would be cold, so she subconsciously wanted to take off her coat and put it on her. The person in her arms was already tired after crying for a long time, and refused to do anything. Said that she couldn't bear to ask again.

"You come home with me, okay?" Jiang Yao took off her coat and put it on her body, hugged her body tightly, put her face against the silky and smooth hair, and sniffed the fragrance from it as if enjoying it.

Except for his cold body and no vital signs, Chuning is no different from ordinary people. If they are really the kind of relationship Jiang Yao guessed, there is nothing wrong with going on like this.

Chu Ning arched his body, raised his head, and looked at her with tears in his eyes, "Aren't you afraid of me..."

"Because it's you, so I'm not afraid." Jiang Yao was taken aback when she said the words completely unconsciously.Because it is Chu Ning, she is not afraid, why, this "you" is Chu Ning, she can think of it as Chu Ning, her body is already guiding her to walk in the correct direction of instinct, she still lacks that memory.

"Yaoyao, you are still that Yaoyao..."

Her emotions were buried in a sigh, Jiang Yao couldn't understand Chuning's contradictions and entanglements at the moment. Although she felt a little bit of comfort, she still didn't have any hope.It's been two years, if I can remember it, I should have remembered it long ago.

"Take me to the places we've been, the road we've walked, the scenery we've seen, I will definitely remember it, believe me..." She held Chuning's face in her hands, rubbed her fingertips against the delicate skin, and took the trouble to put The temperature of his own body was transmitted to her, even though he knew it was ridiculous.

For a long while, Chuning didn't speak, and quietly snuggled into her arms, just like being held by her before he was alive. At that time, the two of them were basking in the warm sun on the grass, planning a future full of hope. How beautiful life should be...

Only then did Jiang Yao know that she was the only one who could see Chuning. No wonder the driver said she paid two yuan more when they first met her. Thinking about her reaction, she was really slow.On the way to bring Chuning home, many people looked at Jiang Yao with strange eyes. When she talked to Chuning on the bus, she was always regarded as crazy by the people around her. Although Jiang Yao didn't think there was anything wrong, every scene It was all seen by Chuning...

Not only can my company not give Yaoyao a better life, but it will bring her troubles. Is that obsession and persistence right or wrong?

After getting out of the elevator, Chuning felt a sense of oppression. She stood two steps away from Jiang Yao's house and dared not approach her.

"What's wrong?" Feeling her shivering, Jiang Yao tightened her arms around her.In fact, he remembered the glutinous rice soaked in black dog blood that his mother had sprinkled on the door. Could it really work for Chuning?

It could be seen that Chu Ning was very scared, holding Jiang Yao's arm and shaking non-stop, his mouth was slurred, "Yaoyao...do you have a dog at home..."

"That's right, Santiao German Shepherds, they are all my good friends." Jiang Yao kicked the glutinous rice aside with her feet, took out the key □□ the keyhole, the dogs inside might have heard the movement, and rushed towards the door together Yelling, Chuning was so frightened that he hid behind Jiang Yao.

"Don't... I won't go in..."

"Are you afraid of dogs?" The key to the □□ lockhole stopped, and Jiang Yao looked up at her, suddenly wanting to laugh.

Chuning's expression was a little aggrieved. She felt ashamed and didn't know what to say. She liked dogs very much before she was alive, and even raised a Caslo, but in this state, dogs are her nemesis.

"No... people can't see me, but dogs can see..."

"So the folklore is true? That's over, my mother sprinkled black dog blood glutinous rice at the door, be careful not to step on it..." Jiang Yao quickly pulled out the key, pushed Chuning back, and touched it in her pocket Take out the tissue, squat down and pick it up bit by bit.

Although she didn't believe it, but she had encountered it herself, she had to believe it if she didn't believe it. As long as it was something that would hurt Chuning, she had to get rid of it.Seeing her squatting and picking glutinous rice very seriously, Chu Ning was determined to leave and began to waver. She always protects her everywhere, just like the Yaoyao she knew before she was alive.Leaving the one she loves like this, it was a waste of Chu Ning wandering around for two years and looking for it. Originally, she just wanted to spend more time with Jiang Yao, and then told her that she didn't have to be sad about her death, and don't blame anyone. People who care about her are by her side, and she is also dead when she dies. At least it is good to be able to accompany her silently in this way.

It's a pity that Jiang Yao doesn't even remember who she is. How should she bring up those old things, grievances and grievances, it is nothing more than adding pain to the other party.These days, Chuning has been by Jiang Yao's side all the time, but she doesn't know it. When she was in the funeral home, she watched her work quietly and felt so happy. The fantasy was that she was lying under Jiang Yao's hands and accepting her careful attention. Clean up and dress up.

This is also very good, she will not go to reincarnation, and don't remind Yaoyao of those past scars, just treat them as a new acquaintance.

After picking up the glutinous rice on the ground, Jiang Yao wrapped them in paper towels and threw them into the trash can in the hallway. When she went back and opened the door, the dogs barked and saw three adult German Shepherds rushing towards Jiang Yao .

"Ah...!!" Chuning hid behind Jiang Yao in fright.

They were majestic and handsome on weekdays, instantly transformed into ferocious vicious dogs, and barked desperately at Chuning's position. This battle frightened Jiang Yao, and she kept yelling, "Fat tiger! Sit down! There are you two!"

When the dogs heard her speak, they stared at Jiang Yao with dark eyes, as if hesitating.

"I count to three! One, two..."

Jiang Yao yelled counting while doing one, two, and three with hand gestures. She usually focuses on strengthening this training, which is to establish the dog's sense of obedience to the owner. After shouting three, they obediently ran to the place in front of the owner and sat down side by side.

Jiang Yao comforted them, turned around and hugged Chuning, and patted her on the back, "Don't be afraid, they won't hurt you, they just don't know you well, I'm here."

The body in his arms was trembling, and Chuning didn't even dare to look at the three dogs. He buried his face in Jiang Yao's chest and nodded slightly, "Mmm..."

If she was alive, why would she be so afraid of dogs? Why would she be called to warn her every time she passes by a dog after death? Jiang Yao is much better, at least the dogs still obey their masters.Chuning put on slippers and followed Jiang Yao into the house. Sitting on the sofa, she watched Jiang Yao "shovel shit" while feeding the dog. Then she turned her head, but she was not in the shadow of the TV in the living room.

After serving the dogs, Jiang Yao didn't have the energy to take the three masters downstairs for a walk, so she tied them back to the dedicated area of ​​the guest room, so that Chuning wouldn't be afraid.

"Drink some water and rest first."

The cup of boiling water with white smoke was placed in front of Chuning, she looked at it, smiled and shook her head, "I don't need to drink water..."

"Ah? Oh..." Jiang Yao scratched her hair and suddenly realized that although she had accepted the facts in front of her, she still couldn't help being a little awkward. She always felt that Chu Ning was no different from ordinary living people, and would use her own way of life. measure.

Knowing what she was thinking, Chu Ning's expression darkened, unable to conceal the slight pain in his heart, and whispered: "Yaoyao, I have been dead for two years, and there are many things about this body that I cannot explain to you with science... If you don't feel well..."

"No, no, don't think so!" Jiang Yao reached out to hug her, put her lips on her face, and kissed her lightly, "I'm just thinking inertia, which means that I treat you as an ordinary person, so there's no discomfort, you How silly... don't think so much..."

"But…"

"No but, don't mention it."

This body was still so cold, the whole body chill almost froze Jiang Yao, but the feeling of hugging Chuning was too good, filling the emptiness in the blank memory of many years, she was reluctant to let go.Even if she doesn't remember, she can't go against her body's instinct. She yearns for Chuning, longs for it all the time, and even sheds tears, feeling sad for her forgetting.

But for Yu Chuning, she blamed herself extremely at this moment.You can't affect Yaoyao's life because of your greed, the living and the dead belong to two worlds after all, even if they can accompany each other in this way, they will be punished one day.

After taking a shower, Jiang Yao turned out a set of pajamas she was wearing and handed it to Chuning, but she suddenly realized the next second, covered her mouth and smiled, "Look at me, my brain is not working anymore ,Ha ha…"

"Stupid Yaoyao."

Chuning took off her black coat and sat on the bay window of the bedroom. The top button of the white shirt was unbuttoned, and the delicate collarbone was looming at the neckline. She raised a pair of slender and well-proportioned legs wrapped in leather pants, and sat on her knees. There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were full of tenderness.She is too thin, her waist is so thin that an arm can surround her, and a gust of wind can blow her away. Jiang Yao wrapped her waist obsessively, and pressed her face against her soft white and tender neck, although it was a little stiff and cold , but it is full of fragrance, which is the same as the body fragrance of a living person, she likes it very much.

"Well, I'm really stupid, so stupid that I lost my memory."

"Yaoyao..." Chu Ning held her hand, seeming to comfort her, and gently stroked her cheek with the other hand, "It's not important anymore, I'm very satisfied if I can find you..."

"You said you wanted me to remember it, but you refused to tell me anything."

"I…"

Chu Ning hesitated to speak, raised his eyes to look at the moon sometimes covered by thick clouds outside the window, brushed his fingertips over the warm and soft skin on Jiang Yao's face, feeling drunk, lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly, This out of control, Jiang Yao's fresh breath of life attracted her cold steel like a magnet... A cold hand reached into her chest and covered the softness, Chuning bullied herself and pressed Jiang Yao on the ground. On the window sill cushion, sticking to those warm soft lips, the stiff tongue gently licked the corner of her mouth, the scene reappeared like before, she wanted.

"Tell me about us... Please..." Jiang Yaoruan struggled needlessly in Chuning's arms. She crawled like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered and fell into the tender land. Everywhere her kisses and caresses made her shudder. She was afraid that if she became unconscious again, she would forget important things again.

Chuning didn't answer her, nor did she give her extra chances to think, the coolness spread to her legs, Jiang Yao shrank instinctively, and couldn't wait to cater.Chu Ning chuckled in her ear, and she pushed away the slightly wet petals between Jiang Yao's legs with her cold fingers, without any foreplay or hint, and she didn't get involved at all...

"what…!"

The fiery and humid Yongdao suddenly burst into a chill, Jiang Yao subconsciously shrunk back into the fleshy wall, frowned, gritted her teeth and moaned, "It hurts...don't..."

It felt like a piece of ice that would not melt for thousands of years was placed in the tumbling magma, and the cold air quickly penetrated the body, as if to frostbite the soft flesh of her delicate private parts, so cold that she lost consciousness. My eyes went dark, I fainted...

It seems to be dreaming again.

In the dream, there was the sound of a woman crying, sad and melodious, lingering secretly, until the heart trembled, the cold breath was no longer there, and Jiang Yao felt much warmer.Thinking that Chu Ning's icy body might be warmed by her cover, he even smiled sweetly in his dream.But the crying sound was too miserable, it penetrated into her heart and lungs, and there was a sense of despair and sadness.

"A-Ning..." Calling out this nickname in a daze, Jiang Yao subconsciously touched her side, wanting to hug the woman she was thinking of.The warm quilt was so comfortable, she didn't touch anything, and she couldn't feel the shady shade she was used to, she panicked, and suddenly opened her eyes... It was already daylight, and the sun was shining outside the window, she nestled in the quilt for nothing , there is no one around.

A white scarf fell from the bay window, but Chu Ning was nowhere to be seen.

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