Time is not alluring

Chapter 18

I panicked, but I don't know why.

The camera under the buttocks made my butt hurt a little. I just wanted to reach out to touch it, but I was thrown down by catkins. Only then did I realize.

Catkins is haggard and tired.

I suddenly stayed there, not knowing what to do, she hugged me tightly, I stretched out my hand to push her, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Liu Xu didn't raise her head, her warm breath felt itchy on my neck, and after a while, she said sullenly, "It's nothing, I just want to hug you."

I... wipe.

She took out something from her pocket again, I took a closer look, it was a necklace, she helped me put it on, I looked down to see her expression.

Gentle, focused, blooming an illusion of eternity.

"Birthday present for you." Liu Xu sat next to me, patted my shoulder and said.

"My birthday is too early..."

I looked down at the necklace, it was very simple and plain, and the pendant was an emerald green circle, a bit cool.

"One more time..."

I thought about it seriously, "That's one year older."

"It's okay, you look anxious anyway."

"Get out!" I stretched out my foot to kick her, and then asked, "Where have you been these few days during the National Day, and no one is looking for you."

"I burned incense and worshiped Buddha with my mother, praying for safety."

Liu Xu hung her head, her tone was not very cheerful, I reached out to pull her hair, she reached out and slapped me off, and gave me a look, I grinned.

"That's pretty good, unlike me, who is bored in the house and can't go anywhere."

Liu Xu didn't speak, and took out a notebook from his pocket, put it in my hand, and said, "Here it is for you."

"what?"

"The mathematics knowledge points in the first year of high school, the analysis of basic question types, your IQ should not force you to draw inferences from one instance, draw inferences and so on, and expect small things.

□□Although life is a bit difficult, there should be no problem in solving food and clothing. "

Liu Xu looked at me and said again, "You can't become a big fat man with one bite, take your time."

"what……"

I looked down at the notebook, Liu Xu's handwriting was still so beautiful, the dense words on it touched the most secret thing in my heart.

My nose suddenly became sore, I stared at the words above for a long time, stroked my fingers, and then stopped.

Class one and one in high school.

Wei An.

Liu Xu suddenly held my hand, I raised my head, she looked at me fixedly, and said, "There is only so much I can do for you, you have to study hard, take the test hard, do well and do well."

"thanks……"

I was so moved that I only choked out two insignificant words.

Originally, I thought that the emotional brewing at this moment was just right, Liu Xu and I should hug each other and cry, and then criticize this bullshit education.

In the end, she froze for three seconds and yelled at me, "You are sick, who wants you to thank me?"

I was still moved, I looked at her with tears in my eyes, my voice was a little choked up, "Otherwise... what do you want me to..."

"Let's make a promise with your body." She interrupted me with a very serious expression.

"……Um……"

When I heard this, I wanted to cry, and then I really cried. When I thought of the entrance exam, I would be in a doomed situation because of my grades, so I trembled all over, and couldn't help panicking.

I know I'm cowardly, timid, and shameless at the moment, but I just want to cry, and cry for her until the sky is dark.

This will make me feel better.

"Why are you crying?" Liu Xu broke my head and wiped my face with a tissue, her movements were very rude.

I glared at her, and then wept even harder, catkins patted my head, she did not comfort me, I hope she can comfort me, so that false words can fill my inner panic.

Maybe it was a tacit understanding, as soon as I finished swearing, she comforted me, even though she wasn't pretty at all.

"Isn't it just one entrance exam? What a big deal."

Fart, that's a big deal, of course you don't understand.

"Isn't there still me?"

I stopped crying, slowly raised my head to look at her, snotted my nose, and said, "You agree to help me cheat?"

Liu Xu didn't say a word, and wiped my eyes with a tissue. I grabbed her clothes and didn't dare to speak. She patted my shoulder and said, "Go and wash your face, it's so ugly."

Looking in the mirror in the bathroom, I felt very frustrated, so I grinned at myself, making me even uglier. I straightened my short hair before walking back slowly.

Liu Xu was leaning against the head of the bed, reading a book. It was the book, The Little Prince, which was all in English. I walked by and asked, "Do you understand?"

She didn't admit it or deny it, which in my opinion is a kind of high-profile modesty, and silence speaks louder than words.

I kicked off my slippers, stepped over her, sat next to her, Liu Xu put down the book, and asked me, "An'an, sophomore, do you choose essays or rationale?"

"How long does school start now? I'll think about it later."

"Let me ask you, choose the text or choose the theory."

I thought about it seriously, and gave a very sincere answer, "Selected texts."

"Oh." Liu Xu's eyes dimmed, and then another kind of emptiness appeared, "Haven't you ever thought about choosing science for just one person?"

I really never thought about it, the key is who can make me choose science regardless of my own safety?

Duanyan and Jianyu must choose science.

For Shen Shen's sake, Xiao Huan chose science, and Xu Jietian...if nothing unexpected happened, he also chose science.

As for Lin Youyang, I remember he likes physics.

that……

I suddenly turned my head to look at Liu Xu, as if in a heartbeat, Liu Xu also looked at me, and said abruptly, "My mother asked me to choose science, this is her last concession."

My heart suddenly became chaotic. After hearing the first half of the sentence and the second half of the sentence, I didn't have time to speculate on the deep meaning and her expectation.

"Very good." I reached out and patted her on the shoulder, "You are so smart, you should choose science."

"Hmm..." Liu Xu responded, reached out to turn off the bedside lamp, and said, "It's getting late, it's time to go to bed."

"Huh? Are you sleeping here tonight?"

"Can't you?" Liu Xu glared at me.

"Have you taken a shower yet?" I asked suddenly.

"No, I just came back from burning incense and praying to Buddha, so I came to your place. I don't have time to take a bath." She turned over, smelled herself, and frowned, "Is the smell very strong?"

Then sat up abruptly, and was about to go outside, "I'll go back and wash."

"Hey... wait, I don't dislike you." I felt sorry for her running around, sorting out knowledge for me, so I reached out and grabbed her,

"Let's wash at my house."

"Where's your pajamas?" Liu Xu stood in front of the closet, searched for it, but still couldn't find it, so she turned her head and asked me.

"The penultimate floor on the far side, you look through it." I got out of bed, pulled on my slippers, walked to her side, and asked, "Did you find it?"

"No." Liu Xu turned sideways, and I squatted down beside her, "Let me look for it."

"That's it, go take a shower." I patted her on the shoulder.

Liu Xu looked at the clothes in a daze, I stretched out my foot and kicked her, "Why are you in a daze, don't hurry up."

I was lying on the bed, tossing and turning without feeling sleepy, so I could only look at the ceiling, with the sound of splashing water in my ears, grabbing the sheets under the bed, and fell into a daze.

liberal arts?

Or science?

In fact, this matter is based on reality, and there is no need to entangle at all. According to my own advantages, I decisively chose the liberal arts, but now I have been reminded by Liu Xuyi.

I start to sway.

Entering liberal arts means entering a brand new environment, surrounded by strangers, Xiao Huan is not there, Liu Xu is not there, Jian Yu is not there, and I am alone.

Maybe I can get used to it, but can I find another one of them?

Can you still persist in the long and lonely study life?

I shook my head, feeling that I am just worrying for nothing. Let's talk about it later. Liu Xu came out of the bathroom and wiped her hair with a towel.

Sitting on the edge of the bed and planning to fall asleep, I pushed her, "Why don't you blow your hair?"

Liu Xu gave a faint 'huh', she was very tired and didn't want to move, I turned over and pulled her, "Get up, sleep like this, you will have a headache when you get old."

"Who said that?"

"My mother said it." I pulled her hard, Liu Xu still lay on the bed unmoved, I was anxious, "Really, I won't lie to you, when you get old, you will know that it will be miserable."

Liu Xu smiled, "Why do you speak in the same tone as my mother?"

"Come on." I got out of bed, took out the hair dryer from the cabinet, plugged it in, the hair dryer whined, and I turned it off, "Why is your mother so prejudiced against me recently?"

"You are loved by everyone, who has any objections to you?" Liu Xu sat up and said, "You think too much." "

"You're right." I held up the hair dryer in my hand, "Are you blowing it yourself or should I blow it for you?"

"you!"

"...so lazy."

I knelt on the bed and let Liu Xu get closer, the hair dryer whined, Liu Xu said it was hot, I stretched out my hand to pinch her face, "I don't know how to be good when I get cheap."

"Okay, then let me do it myself."

"Don't move, I'll blow your hair for you. It's a blessing you have cultivated in several lifetimes." I muttered, "You still hate...what do you hate...do you think I'm stupid..."

After we finished blowing our hair, we were lying on the bed. I didn't feel sleepy, so I turned to look at Liu Xu with her eyes closed.

I touched my short hair and decided to grow it long.

Liu Xu suddenly opened her eyes, and I was caught. I shivered, and quickly closed my eyes. She bumped me with her hand and said, "Stop pretending."

"Who's pretending!" I said in a loud voice, and then laughed, "I think you look good, so I'll look at it more."

"What's the use of looking good." Liu Xu pouted, "The person I like doesn't like me."

I let out a yo, and looked at her ambiguously, "Who do you like?"

"Guess." Liu Xu threw the question back to me.

I thought about it, and thought that Liu Xu liked Shen Chen, but it didn't seem to be the case, so I had to honestly say, "I don't know."

Liu Xu breathed a sigh of relief, "It's fine if you don't know." Then she asked me, "What about you?"

"what?"

"Is there anyone you like?"

I shook my head resolutely, changed the subject, and said, "What do you mean by what you just said?"

"I just said so much, that sentence?"

"Just..." I searched hard, and then said, "What do you mean this is your mother's last concession."

Liu Xu fell silent, and I waited a long time for her answer. In fact, I really want to say, I just asked casually, if you don't mind, don't answer.

Because I am very sleepy, I want to end the topic early and go to bed early.

Tears splashed from the corners of her eyes, and Liu Xu wiped them away, wet her fingers, and her heart answered all my doubts.

softly.

Again gently.

tell me.