This gentleman is a bit miserable

Chapter 30

Musashi answered the phone immediately, and after listening, he bowed his head and walked back to the room.

Luo Bowen was still angry with Musashi at first, seeing him running away, he felt even more troubled, he was lifting the legs of the table in the living room with his legs, when he saw Musashi came back, he felt embarrassed again, quickly retracted his feet, slumped on the sofa, took the He stared at Musashi with squinted eyes.

Musashi threw himself directly into Luo Bowen's arms. Luo Bowen was taken aback for a moment, and then couldn't stop smiling.Luo Bowen patted Musashi on the back and said with a smile: "Don't think that I will agree to you if you are like this. I have to think about this matter carefully."

Musashi cried in Luo Bowen's arms, and Luo Bowen kept saying: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have yelled at you just now, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. We once said that no matter how much rain it rains, we must go hand in hand. Dear , I promise I won't quarrel again next time."

Musashi was still crying after hearing these words.Seeing a boy crying like this, Luo Bowen was not only puzzled.He pulled Musashi out of his arms and looked into his eyes. "Honey, what's the matter with you? What's the matter?"

"My father passed away," Musashi said.

Just now, Musashi was about to complain to his mother, but she happened to call and told Musashi the news. After Musashi found out, his heart was broken, and his father went away without warning.

Luo Bowen said: "From the day you decide to elope with me, it doesn't make much difference whether your family is alive or dead. Besides, your father is dead, and it's useless to say or do anything now. We have to do it now." The only thing you need is to go back, appease your mother, and have an uncle, right?"

"Ah."

After Luo Bowen's parents found out, they comforted Musashi.Luo Bowen's mother was very kind, while his father just said emotionless scenes. After speaking, Musashi and Luo Bowen packed their luggage, boarded the train, and returned to their hometown.

When I got home, the roses on the fence had withered a bit.

Musashi walked up the sloping steps and rang the doorbell.Luo Bowen was wearing a pair of gray jeans and was standing by the white fence. Several neighbors walked by and looked at the two of them.

Musashi rang the doorbell impatiently, and his mother came out to open the door. He hadn't seen him for a few months, and Musashi was startled by the change of his mother Xu Shu.

The mother was originally plump, but now she is skinny, as if the mother's body and father's body have been swapped.The high cheekbones are very eye-catching, and the corners of the eyes are scarlet.

Xu Shu opened his eyes slightly, and seeing that the person who came was his son, he couldn't hold back anymore, and threw himself into Musashi's arms and cried loudly.Musashi couldn't help crying, and Luo Bowen sat on the sofa and poured tea without saying a word.

Xu Shu said that Wu Xianyun's body had been sent to the crematorium, and Musashi probably would not be able to see his father's remains again. When he left his father, he did not answer Musashi's question, but now, he has no chance to get his father's answer again.

When my father passed away, my uncle and Xu Shu took care of the hotpot restaurant all the time, because the hotpot restaurant was so busy that my uncle couldn't spare time to deal with my father's affairs, so Xu Shu took care of it alone. Will trouble uncle.

But now, there is nothing serious, Musashi is only waiting for his father's funeral.

That night, Musashi slept in the bedroom with Luo Bowen beside him.Luo Bowen was wearing a white vest, lying next to Musashi and breathing evenly, no matter how much Musashi slept, he couldn't fall asleep.

Musashi got up, went to the living room, pushed open the door of his mother, and found that there was no one inside.His mother might have gone to a restaurant or coffee shop where his father frequented, which was one of the common ways to miss his partner, but Musashi was a little worried about his mother's safety.

On a whim, Musashi slipped into his parents' bedroom. He was like a burglar, even though there was only Luo Bowen in this room besides himself.

Musashi opened the drawer secretly, and saw many things from his childhood.There are iron collars, newspaper clippings cut from books, and plasticine handmade into car tires. Some of these gadgets are extremely fond of Musashi, and some are thrown away after only a few days of playing.

Musashi rummaged through a few more drawers, and found his childhood diary.

Musashi opened a few at random, some were for the teacher, such as how many bowls of rice I ate today, who was helping me with what, and some were from the bottom of my heart, such as "The monitor is so handsome, I saw him for a long time today..."

Musashi never thought he would write these things when he was a child, his face was as red as the setting sun.

But later, he turned his shy feeling into anger at his father, even if he paid a little attention to himself, even a little, he could find that he liked boys.

Musashi continued to rummage through boxes and cabinets. On the last level of the drawer, there was a locked compartment.Musashi couldn't open it.

"Shirasawa," Musashi said, "how do I open the lock?"

Bai Ze scanned the type of lock and let Musashi follow the steps he provided to successfully pick the lock open with a wire.He saw a diary lying inside.

This is the diary of his father Wu Xianyun.

Musashi saw that the first day was the day of admission.

The first day of admission: I was diagnosed with kidney failure today, and the doctor's eyes made me very uncomfortable.

On the third day of admission: I don't know what to tell my wife, and I don't know what to tell Musashi. Musashi just graduated from university, and I haven't seen him start a family yet.

On the fourth day of admission: I wish him success in one fell swoop today. (Ye Jie)

Day [-] of admission: I can't believe it.I drank alcohol, and I drank it even though the doctor told me not to.I asked my brother to bring me a few bottles tomorrow too.

On the eighth day of admission: die.

Admission No. 15 days: What is that fool asking me, and whether I regret it or not.

Admission No. 16 days: That fool ran away, raising such a white-eyed wolf for nothing.

Hospital admission No.20 for eight days: I haven't come back yet, why don't I go look for it?

Hospital No.40 for eight days: I feel more and more uncomfortable. I don't think he will come back.

No.40 admitted to the hospital for nine days: "If I knew it, I would have told him that night. I didn't regret it, but he didn't grow up to be what I wanted. Forget it, I didn't grow up to be what my father wanted. We both There are always many reasons for being too tall for children, but for myself. If he comes back, it doesn't matter if he marries someone else, I will treat it as raising a daughter. However, they must be happy.

Day of admission: My body is failing.

Later, my father never kept a diary. After reading it, Musashi sat down on the bed. He put the diary under the pillow and covered his face.Just when Luo Bowen woke up and saw that Musashi was not on the bed, he also found this bedroom. Seeing him coming, Musashi threw himself into his arms.

"What's wrong?" Luo Bowen wiped away Musashi's tears, and Musashi handed the diary to Luo Bowen.Luo Bowen said with a smile: "We do it the other way around. It's not that our parents peek at our diary, but we peek at our parents' diary."

Luo Bowen opened the diary and read it page by page. Seeing that he was also silent, Musashi sighed and said quietly: "I always feel that I owe my father."

Luo Bowen said: "Some people who seem to have no emotions are actually just hiding very deeply. It's like a saying that once the water is deep, it flows silently. Once people's emotions are deep, they cannot be detected."

"You know," Musashi said, "I want to be a father, a qualified, better father than my father but you deprived me of the right to be a father, you don't necessarily promise me to adopt/child."

"I promise you," Luo Bowen said, "I was wrong. We may need a child who can share our lives with you. You know? We must be a gentle father, not like your father, nor Like my father, but ourselves. The way we are."

"I want the child to smile when he mentions his father," Musashi said.

"Enn," said Luo Bowen, "are we going to adopt a boy or a girl?"

"Girl," Musashi said.

"But I prefer boys." Luo Bowen said.

In Musashi's heart, he felt that his bad luck was still lingering.First of all, he refused to adopt / child, and finally he was willing, and he had gender problems.Why can't everyone in the world be the same gender!

"Then can you adopt two?" Musashi asked.

"No." Luo Bowen said.

"No." Bai Ze said.Hakusawa told Musashi in the middle of Musashi's field of vision that he could only adopt a girl, no boy.

"Anyway, I only adopted a girl, I don't care." Musashi said.

Luo Bowen said: "Okay, okay, this matter is up to you."

Unexpectedly, so simple?Musashi felt that something bad was waiting for him.