Chapter 126: What is love?
Chapter 126: What is love?
Victor was actually not busy during the foreign performances. He mainly just had fun, enjoyed the lively atmosphere and applause of the ice performances, and then relaxed.
After all, he has only experienced such an exciting fourth game, and Victor needs to take it easy, and he thinks this slow experience is far away from Yuuri... The little boss's performance in the fourth game is too sharp, plus his reaction of refusing any help , making Viktor feel like he's never been near Yuuri, so he should separate himself from Yuuri and calm down for a while.
Maybe the farther away, he can see more things.
To be honest, many people complained before that Victor didn’t care about his relationships with people, and finally got angry with a group of people who wanted to be his true friends, but now Victor’s experience with Yuuri made him clearly feel what It's called evil force feedback.
The silver-haired boy is handsome in appearance. During the commercial performance, countless men and women wink at him, and his palm is slashed when shaking hands. It is normal to be winked at. Opportunities to get off | Victor, who was replaced a year ago, would have already gone to the sky by now.
But now Victor said that he had only experienced the brain-dead fan incident in the World Youth Championship, please forgive him for being insensitive to such things for the time being.
There is also a beautiful female contestant who opened her arms to him and said, dear, let me accompany you, comfort you, heal you, this is a very enjoyable thing, you should not reject it, I can help you pass the lonely and sad time .
In the European and American circles, it is very normal for such things to happen between men and women with outstanding appearance. The female contestant is very famous in the circle. Soft figure and excellent endurance as an athlete, superb skills, rich experience, is a good companion.
It is said that only homosexuals can reject her.
But Victor subconsciously rejected her invitation, maybe it was because the strong smell of perfume and the subtle smell of cigarettes mixed together when she approached was too muddy, which made him feel uncomfortable, or maybe Victor understood that he didn't want this lady.
Perhaps she could seduce any male body, but Victor's heart felt nothing for her.
Afterwards, the retired senior with whom he had had a "do you believe in love" conversation also came over, and he teased Victor: "I heard that you rejected xx, she suspected that you were gay, or x cold."
"You know, Victor, I still have a brotherhood with you. If you like the same sex, I can take you to the party held by the same sex. There are many people who are suitable for you. I'm serious, you shouldn't Because a stupid fan refuses these."
Victor looked at this senior who really came here with good intentions, and suddenly wanted to laugh.
He knows that he really doesn't want to have physical contact with people, but this is not the aftermath of the brain-dead fan attack. The impression of that incident was recovered as early as after talking with Yuuri Ye, and Yuuri was waiting for him in the elevator. He took it back, washed his hair, cooked a bowl of hot noodle soup, and he was cured at that time.
Victor just couldn't forget the hot red liquid when he cut the carotid artery with a sickle, and the touch of skin and flesh, it was sticky and disgusting, and before he could be taken by Yuuri to see that psychiatrist, he ran away Came out to participate in commercial performances.
Seriously, I've only played Battle Royale for less than a month and ran to find someone to get out?It's true that some people say that kind of thing can vent stress, and Victor is really stressed, but he refuses.
Maybe there are other reasons. In short, Victor is in a very delicate state of mind. He feels that he should not have sex with the other party. He still remembers the argument he had with Yuuri. Yuuri thinks that a person who falls in love and does that kind of thing It's normal, it's human, but one shouldn't do that kind of thing just out of lust, that kind of behavior looks like a thoughtless idiot.
A spiritual movement passed by, and the young man seemed to know why he refused, but the answer was so vague that he couldn't surface it.
Victor opened his mouth and finally said, "Actually, I want to tell you one thing."
The senior raised his eyebrows: "Well, what's the matter?"
Victor said: "I still feel that love exists, and I believe in love."
The senior was stunned for a while, and then laughed out loud. He never said anything similar to Victor again, and no one else came to him. Maybe the senior said something, who knows?
At least Victor obtained a quiet and relaxing environment as he wished, with no one disturbing him, and he could think about some things.
That night, Victor had a dream. In the dream, a wind spirit flew across the Siberian snowfield, and a warm shimmer flickered in the darkness. Finally, the light cluster came over and touched Victor lightly. Only then did Victor realize that he was also a ghost. dumpling.
The feeling is very subtle, as if his soul was touched lightly, warmth and tiredness swept his whole body, sea water enveloped him, the soft twilight leaned against his arms, fingers gently rolled with his long hair.
When he woke up the next day, Victor silently changed his fat times, sat cross-legged on the edge of the balcony, watched the rising sun and pondered for a long time, and finally confirmed that this was a beautiful dream, and it was also the weirdest x-dream he had ever had in his life, but he had to admit What's more, after the dream passed, the heart and brain that were restless in the flashy and charming environment calmed down, and the body and mind were relaxed and happy at the same time.
The x-dreams in the past were more like the agitation of the adolescent body, but this time, it was as if he was blending with another person physically and mentally. Victor naturally had love for Shimmer in the dream, his heart was bulging and sour, and the love was about to flow out After all, it fell silent after waking up from the dream.
He didn't know where that emotion came from, but he had to say that after Game [-], he was so relaxed for the first time.
In the end, he actually likes a ball...a ball...
There is no need to think about being a survivor. After the recovery, Victor will understand that as long as he continues to survive in the space, his hands will be bloody sooner or later, but at least he can not take the initiative to harm others and stick to his heart. This is not easy. But Victor knew he had to.
So just adjust yourself before the next game, there is still more than half a year to adjust, don't worry.
@无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City
And then there's Yuuri... the problem now isn't that when people get close to Viktor and find that Viktor doesn't care and get mad and walk away, it's that Viktor realizes that Yuuri doesn't care about him either.
Yuuri doesn't mind his attitude of not being distracted before, it's because Yuuri doesn't care, because he didn't distract himself, he said that he likes Victor himself very much, even if his parents are not Andre and Amy, he will still take him, as long as Victor is Victor is fine, this sentence moved Victor very much, but Yuuri never opened his heart to him.
That kid is very tolerant and gentle. He is willing to forgive Viktor for his offensive behavior when skating "Roju". After the free skating at the World Youth Championships, he will stand in the audience and praise Viktor for his skating. Viktor knows that Yuuri has Good character and gentle disposition.
@无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City
"Roju" in the World Youth Championship was the moment when Viktor felt the closest to Yuuri. He was skating on the ice and felt Yuuri's mood when he first created this show, such beautiful feelings, how charming.
But after the battle royale, everything seemed to come back to square one, and the distance reappeared, but this time it was Victor who somehow approached each other.
It's not that Victor can't be ashamed to approach Yuuri, he is as confident in his own skin as he is in the quality of his sleep, but he doesn't even know where the road to Yuuri's heart is, there is only fog ahead.
Victor asked himself and answered, "He's got a lot of secrets, doesn't he?"
Yes, of course Yuuri will have many secrets. He became a survivor several years earlier than Victor. From nothing to being awe-inspiring, many stories should have happened to him.
But Viktor still wants to be near Yuuri, and Yuuri has done too much for him anyway, and he can't even get close.
The only thing that can be done now is to start from not holding back, and then show a reliable side, and gradually become Yuuri's reliable partner. Maybe when the child is willing to entrust himself with trust, all the truth will be revealed, and people will be willing. The premise of relying on is that you are worth relying on.
To grow up, Victor, as a survivor, needs to be on his own as soon as possible, so when he goes back, he can ask Yuuri for more advice on fighting skills, and then see what he needs to learn.
Well, thinking is over.
Victor didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him thinking so seriously about how to get close to his junior brother's heart.
Then you can start thinking about the program for the next season. Victor wants to use "Canigola" as the theme of the free skating next season. It is the most desolate | obscene | cruel | tyrannical monarch in ancient Rome. Keep the identity of vingin to skate this Programs may not be adequate.
Maybe he should consider a relationship before the season starts, do that thing a few times, or come to feel it a lot?But if you can’t find a girl you’re attracted to, you don’t have to force it. Yuuri even skated “Moonlight”. He skated so well that Victor, who had a high p score, was envious, but he didn’t see him actually go to the sky to be a moon.
Just thinking about business, Jimmy came over and knocked on his door.
At any rate, he has already joined Jadeite. It is impossible for Yuuri not to tell Victor that the brother of the elder brother is the leader of come, the largest survival organization in the United States.
So it was just right to see Jimmy, Victor immediately asked the senior brother about his current situation.
Jimmy looked at him in surprise: "He's fine. The doctor said that he can go back to the ice for skating training next month, and the next season's program is almost finished... You are different from what I imagined, George said You've never cared much about other people's affairs."
Victor coughed twice uncomfortably, he didn't expect his reputation to spread to the United States.
No matter how thick-skinned he is, Victor is still a teenager at this time, so he is inevitably a little embarrassed. Jimmy also laughed: "George knows that you care about him, he will be very happy."
"But I came here this time because Yuuri asked me to ask you something."
Victor laughed: "What's the matter? Ask me if I need a psychiatrist?"
"Come on, that kid needs a doctor himself, so he is worried that you are like him."
Jimmy realized that he had made a slip of the tongue in the middle of his speech, and he naturally changed the subject: "If it is a spiritual problem, I don't think he will let the leaders of other organizations deal with it, so what he asked me to ask you is, do you still need it? Need a choreographer?"
Jimmy pointed to himself: "You know, Yuuri was contracted by Lilia this year, so I have enough leeway to help another contestant get his show this year."
Victor also pretended not to hear the words "Yuuri needs a doctor", nodded calmly on his face and replied: "Yes, I really need a choreographer, the theme of the free skating I want to skate this year is quite special, and Yakov will certainly not Help me find a choreographer."
Jimmy understood: "I know, Canigola, right? The Roman emperor who was hacked to death by the guards because he was too absurd for three years in power, young people nowadays really dare to make a fuss, I thought Yuuri slipped "Zhivago" is a bold choice of material, but in the end you are more daring than him."
He was quite surprised when he knew that Yuuri had watched the top ten banned films in the world before. After all, the child is very good-looking, and often people have the illusion that Katsuko Pumpkin is a good child, but when he knew that Victor had seen these films, he was completely surprised. Not surprisingly.
After all, George had clearly complained to him - Yakov, including Yuuri, didn't have a good boy, and Victor was the most assertive (bear) one.
But Jimmy still started to discuss choreography with Victor as agreed, which took up all of Victor’s free time, because he knew that he had to get at least a rough idea of the choreography before returning to Yakov. Then I took this to convince Yakov.
At this time, Yuuri gave Victor another surprise through Jimmy. It was a CD with the edited soundtrack of "Canicola" recorded in it. The duration was just in line with the free skating time limit. At the same time, the tune was smooth and high. After going through it once, I even figured out which node to do the jump, where to do the rotation, and where to do the continuation step.
Jimmy asked, "What do you think of this disc?"
Victor praised without hesitation: "It's great! It's very suitable for the soundtrack of figure skating, this is what I want!"
"Then let's make it up according to this first?"
"Da! yes!" (Russian 'yes' means da)
Although he has served George and Yuuri so far, Jimmy’s choreography skills are undeniable. Since his debut, every program has been self-edited, and the quality is so good that he has won the Olympic Games. He is no better than anyone The first-line choreography is poor, even full of aura, and it is very clear that the choreography should be matched with the characteristics of the contestants.
Victor is still a skilled player until now. When people mention him, they prefer to say that he is a young man with superb skills and good performance, but the main thing is still technology.
He is good at catching people's attention with gorgeous and dazzling choreography and superb skills, which is why Yakov contacted Otilia for him to do choreography, because that lady is also very good at choreographing shows, you can Highlight Victor's strengths.
So Jimmy added dizzying action and difficult skills to Victor's show. After reading his first draft, Victor felt that he would peel off his skin for this show this year.
Without him, if Victor really follows Jimmy's arrangement, then his footwork can probably hover between level 3 and level 4, and his rotation will definitely reach level [-], but Victor feels that if he follows the above rotation now, he will be in the same position. Lie on the ice and vomit before the turn is over.
There is also the movement of the upper body in the continuous step. If he really does this, his physical strength will definitely face a huge test.
Jimmy clicked on the draft book: "To be honest, your strengths are jumping and spinning, but your footwork can only be described as light and smooth, and the blade is too shallow and too floating. This is where you need to improve. Your previous choreography The footwork transitions arranged for you are actually not simple, but they are done hastily, more like for scoring points, without aesthetic feeling, and also destroy the integrity of the program..."
"You don't have to rush to compete for the four-level footwork evaluation now, first integrate the footwork into your program. The program is more complete, and he voluntarily gave up the arrangement of the four-level rotation, which makes the content of his program more reasonable and full."
"I promise, if you finish skating the arrangement I am making now, it will be enough for you to drink a pot."
Victor nodded seriously, and then discussed the choreography of the jump with Jimmy.
It is a recognized fact that he is good at jumping, so Victor also added a quadruple jump to the technical arrangement of the short program this time, and further increased the difficulty of jumping in the free skating. If he can succeed, there is no doubt that next year He will also break the record and win the championship.
Then when the little pumpkin is promoted to the group, he can have a headache facing the record he left!
Thinking of this, Victor was particularly enthusiastic, and when Jimmy asked him what the theme of this season was, Victor thought for a moment, and wrote down the theme in his mind on the draft pad.
"What is Love"
What the hell is Love?Is it chasing, or desire?Or stay in peace?
Is it like the cello piece "Waltz in E Minor" like the quiet flow of deep blue sea water, with the sound of the tide, and you can feel the vastness and depth of its silence just standing on the beach, or is it full of water like "Canigola"? Desperate madness, longing, magnificent inferiority complex and arrogance?
The hero Alex in the movie has a pair of blue eyes. Victor felt that it would be perfect for "Canigola" to be skated by himself with the same blue eyes and innocent eyes. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City
As for "Waltz in E Minor"...well, Victor admits that his short program this season was inspired by Yuuri again.
That kid always reminded him of the ocean.
The author has something to say:
In this chapter, Viktor is at home. This kid is so good-looking. He will definitely encounter a lot of temptations now and in the future. I am too lazy to make Yuuri jealous or chase after his love rivals. Let Victor gradually learn to actively refuse. Well, look at how many big poops Yuuri has scolded himself, ahem.
In fact, Lao Wei is in the stage of being excited but not enlightened, so he is also puzzled, who is the soul mate that appeared in the dream, what is love, and who is his love?Pumpkins are a well-deserved muse for Vivienne.
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