dreams about you

Chapter 9

The sun-shading rattan tree shed covers the half-covered road. The extremely private club is located on the side road in the center of Xicheng City. The parking lot is underground. Unless you are an exclusive member, you cannot enter at all, and the members here are all confidential , will never be disclosed.

Yu Xiaoge didn't expect that Zhan Mu would take him to this kind of place for dinner. He had heard of it but he had never been there. The main reason was that people needed to be introduced to such a place. Luo Junfeng didn't like him playing with mystery.

But Zhan Mu is more cautious in his work. There have been no scandals for so many years, and it has something to do with his secret travel.

Entering the reserved room in the clubhouse, the waiter is a beautiful woman with big eyes and a melon face, who likes to laugh and be lively, and keeps recommending signature dishes to them. Zhan Mu handed the menu to Yu Xiaoge, and let him decide, Yu Xiao Ge casually ordered a few dishes and then sat and chatted with Zhan Mu.

"Will there be any trouble on your side?" Zhan Mu asked while holding the tea. He was a little worried that the people on Yu Xiaoge's side paid too much attention. After all, there are not a few people in the circle who suspect that Zhan Mu is gay. Even if no one connected them before, they would think that way now.

"Xiao Yang's work is okay. I'm not worried about him. On the contrary, my family members will be nervous." Yu Xiaoge mentioned implicitly, and Zhan Mu asked, "Do your parents mind this?"

Yu Xiaoge shook his head. He flipped the cup left and right, obviously a little nervous, "My parents died in a car accident a long time ago, and I was boarded at my godfather's house."

Zhan Mu nodded and chatted, "Didn't you live with your godfather's family?"

"It's inconvenient when you grow up." Yu Xiaoge said casually, "Godfather and his boyfriend need their two-person world."

When Zhan Mu heard Yu Xiaoge's words, he felt a little sudden. He really didn't think about it. It was rumored that Yu Xiaoge was raised by his godfather, but he didn't mention his godfather's relationship status. In this way, there are still quite a lot of loopholes in the rumors, but Yu Xiaoge has never responded positively to those scandals. Also, if this kind of thing is not brought to the table, everyone will not care too much about it.

Zhan Mu's expression was naturally caught by Yu Xiaoge, Yu Xiaoge smiled and said, "My godfather is very young, not much older than me, and it's not convenient to live together, so I lived apart from them after I graduated from university. .”

"They have a good relationship." Zhan Mu said with a smile, "I know it's your godfather and his lover."

Since they have lived together for so long, they should have a good relationship, Zhan Mu thinks so.

Yu Xiaoge lowered his head and looked at the water chestnut of the cup, "It's not very good. As time goes by, there are more and more conflicts. They are very strong people. When encountering problems, they refuse to give in to each other, and they are easy to deal with them coldly."

Zhan Mu saw that he seemed unhappy, and asked with a smile, "Why do you get depressed when you mention your family? If you don't want to mention it, just skip it and talk about what you are doing at home recently. I am very concerned about your private life."

Yu Xiaoge smiled at him, sat up straight, and said, "It's not that I don't want to mention them, it's just that there are some things that I can't explain clearly. I will tell you slowly in the future, but not yet."

"It's okay, I don't mind." Zhan Mu smiled softly, "The one who is in love with me is the present you. I want to know the past you, but that is not necessary. We can not talk about the past, just talk about the future .”

"En." Yu Xiaoge nodded with a smile on his face. He was grateful to Zhan Mu from the bottom of his heart, and felt guilty for his concealment and inability to confess, but more importantly, he didn't want Zhan Mu to worry about him, and he didn't want to drag Zhan Mu down.

"When you are away, when you come back from work, you can listen to music and read scripts at home. You can forget everything when you get busy during the day, but you can't do it at night. Sometimes I want to harass you, but you are so tired from the show, I'm afraid it will delay your rest." Yu Yu Xiaoge shook the teacup and said softly, "Do you think I'm clingy?"

Hearing Yu Xiaoge's question, Zhan Mu smiled happily. He thought that if he didn't have such enthusiasm, then there was something wrong with them, so Zhan Mu teased Yu Xiaoge and asked, "Clingy? You yourself?" Do you feel clingy?"

"A little bit." Yu Xiaoge said self-critically, "Probably a lack of love, which is why I long for a home and a family that belongs to me."

Zhan Mu looked at Yu Xiaoge, and Yu Xiaoge also looked at him. Yu Xiaoge said, "This is a legitimate and selfish thing. Love and family need to be unique."

Zhan Mu stretched out his hand to hold Yu Xiaoge's hand, and looked at him with a light smile, "Xiaoge, I want to give you a home that belongs to us, and everything in the home is arranged according to our preferences."

"It's already there, isn't it?" Yu Xiaoge smiled softly, and Zhan Mu felt a sense of sadness in his heart. Yes, it's all there, but Zhan Mu didn't arrange it for him. Every brick and grass in the house is full of Yu. Xiaoge prepared it himself, this should be a surprise prepared by Zhan Mu for him.

It's like celebrating a birthday, buying a birthday cake, preparing everything, surprising others, inviting others to sing happy birthday to him, and then being satisfied.

In fact, this should be prepared for him by someone who cherishes him, Zhan Mu said guiltily, "Xiaoge, I'm sorry, I don't seem to be doing well enough."

"No, you are already fine." Yu Xiaoge said, "I like you, you are the best gift."

Listening to Yu Xiaoge's words, Zhan Mu felt even more guilty. At this time, the waiter brought the dishes and Yu Xiaoge was about to move his chopsticks when the phone rang suddenly. Zhan Mu stopped his hands and saw Yu Xiaoge holding the phone but He refused to answer for a long time.

Zhan Mu had just seen the name Qi Dong on the screen, and felt vaguely familiar.

Yu Xiaoge struggled for a while and still connected the phone, he whispered, "Hello, Brother Qi."

"Where is it?" The voice on the other end of the phone was slightly low, but very gentle.

Yu Xiaoge lowered his head even more, and replied dodgingly, "I'm eating outside."

"With whom?" Qi Dong asked calmly. Yu Xiaoge slowly raised his head to look at Zhan Mu. Zhan Mu could see hesitation and panic in his eyes. There was a brief silence on the phone, and Yu Xiaoge said softly, " My boyfriend."

Qi Dong responded without feeling particularly surprised, and then asked, "Has your godfather been looking for you these two days?"

Yu Xiaoge stood up to avoid Zhang Mu, walked out of the room to answer the phone, Zhan Mu's face was very calm, he knew that this was Yu Xiaoge's private matter, since he chose to trust, then he would stick to his principles, and At this moment, the bright lights in the room reflected the beauty of everything, and Zhan Mu leisurely admired the paintings hanging on the wall.

Yu Xiaoge came back soon. He quickly sat in front of Zhan Mu, but he seemed a little cautious. He put his mobile phone on the table casually, and he explained, "Sorry, it was a bit inconvenient just now. My godfather and brother Qi had a quarrel. Brother Qi is looking for him everywhere."

"Oh, your godfather didn't come to see you?" Zhan Mu casually mentioned, Yu Xiaoge thought about it, and said frankly, "I came here last night, but I didn't take him in."

Zhan Mu smiled slightly and didn't say anything else. He thought that Yu Xiaoge might be really afraid that he might misunderstand, so he wouldn't put him in a dilemma.

Yu Xiaoge looked at Zhan Mu, and suddenly said, "The scandal between me and my godfather has always troubled me. You are away from home. I was afraid that you would be angry when you saw the gossip news, so I didn't tell you."

Zhan Mu took food for Yu Xiaoge, and said with a smile, "At least I've been in the entertainment industry for these years. I'm not a person who likes to read reviews. I just choose to believe what you say. Don't think too much. Let's continue eating."

Yu Xiaoge looked at the dishes in the bowl and didn't speak for a long time. Seeing that something was wrong with him, Zhan Mu smiled and said, "We can talk about these things later, don't take it to heart."

But Yu Xiaoge suddenly raised his head and looked at Zhan Mu with a gentle smile. He said, "Thank you." But his eyes were red for a moment, as if all the words were condensed in his eyes. Zhan Mu remembered The dream I had had was also such a pair of tearful eyes looking at him obsessively. Maybe the Yu Shiqiu who couldn't get it was the Yu Xiaoge he missed in his heart, so maybe this was not entering the play, but It is the truest thought in his heart.

"We come from different places

get to know each other at a certain time

cloudy evening

under the wet sky

The typhoon narrowed the distance between each other

If we hadn't met in this city

God may not arrange for us to know each other

The fate of people is like a wonderful journey

Love is more like weaving neon lights

Beauty is in the middle of the night, beyond the dawn

we are always arguing

It takes courage to get out of this relationship

the blooming season has withered

30-year-old life still needs to be cherished

On nights like this, who am I thinking about?

Did you fall asleep next door on a night like this?

I often ask who is your favorite

But I'm afraid of who I love the most

The scenery of the city remains unchanged

The furnishing of this house is still the same as it was back then

green onion you hold me tight

When I was young, I threw myself into your arms

But the most beautiful reunion is in a dream.”

Under the lights, the ambiguous music catalyzes the feelings, making it heat up extremely quickly.

Zhan Mu couldn't remember how he finished the meal, but Yu Xiaoge's eyes were always engraved in his heart, making him feel that there was something on his shoulders that couldn't be taken off.

Yu Xiaoge hugged Zhan Mu and leaned on the bed. They didn't leave the club immediately after the meal, but went to the hotel room to rest.

Yu Xiaoge doesn't want to go home for the time being, because even if he moves to a new house, there will still be Luo Junfeng's subordinates watching him around. He hates this feeling, but Luo Junfeng insists on putting Yu Xiaoge in his iron wall He always thought it was for Yu Xiaoge's good, but he didn't know that this would only make Yu Xiaoge want to escape even more, because not being free is more unacceptable than not being loved.

After taking a shower and lying on the bed, they didn't say anything more. Yu Xiaoge seemed to be thinking about something, and his silence made Zhan Mu feel a little flustered. He kept looking at Yu Xiaoge, afraid that he would be sad again, but it was too Speaking in a quiet atmosphere seemed to break something, so Zhan Mu didn't take the initiative to speak.

Sensing Zhan Mu's fiery gaze, Yu Xiaoge stretched out his hand to caress his cheek, Yu Xiaoge said, "You have eyes that make people let go of their vigilance."

Zhan Mu felt that his compliment was too strange, so he turned his eyes and rested his forehead on Yu Xiaoge's shoulder, "It's the first time I've heard this kind of compliment, but it's quite useful." The implication is naturally that he likes it, Yu Xiaoge Xiaoge smiled and stroked his hair.

"I've always known that I'm rumored to be my godfather's lover, but I can't blame others for that. I accept his favor, and of course I have to pay the price." Yu Xiaoge broke the silence and slowly narrated his secret. I always hoped that I could find an appropriate time to let Zhan Mu know his position, but just now he thought for a long time before he realized that his concealment was really unfair to Zhan Mu, Zhan Mu has the right to know everything about his lover, "and The price of being protected by him is the current dilemma between the three of us."

"Three?" Zhan Mu asked back, before he could react for a while.

"Me, godfather, and Brother Qi. Brother Qi's real name is Qi Dong. He used to be a gangster. He washed his hands for my godfather ten years ago. Their love was very sensational at that time, and many people began to envy them again. They thought it was the love of a lifetime, and they thought so too, and then they adopted me, but no one expected that everything began to change.”

"Godfather treats me harshly, but he is always the first to stand up to help me when I do something wrong. Brother Qi looks very gentle, but he is very cold in dealing with others. I respect him very much and I am also afraid of him, so my godfather and I The closer you are, the more distant you are from Brother Qi. Two years ago, my godfather hinted at me... I was shocked when I knew it, but it was more of fear and incomprehension, so I chose to escape, I didn't want to lose They are two relatives."

Zhan Mu looked up at him, and asked, "Then, does Brother Qi know about you?"

"I probably know, otherwise he wouldn't have called to ask about my godfather's whereabouts. He... must have thought he was spending the night here." After finishing speaking, Yu Xiaoge laughed at himself, "In some people's eyes, I just took off my pants to make money You bastard, but the advantage of this is that no one dares to provoke you."

Zhan Mu shook his head and said, "These are just misunderstandings, and time will dilute it."

"I also hope that one day, my godfather and Brother Qi can understand me, but I know this is just my delusion." Yu Xiaoge leaned back on the bed and murmured, "What do you mean by love? When I played Haitang, I kept thinking, if I were Yu Shiqiu, I would definitely kill Xie Juntang in the end."

"why?"

"In this way he won't fall in love with others and won't leave me. I don't want to experience betrayal and hurt like my godfather and brother Qi. I just want to be with the person I love simply, without unnecessary If you want to disturb me." Yu Xiaoge reached out and hugged Zhan Mu tightly, "My love is crazy, Zhan Mu, it is your misfortune to fall in love with me."

Hearing this, Zhan Mu smiled lightly. He put his arms around Yu Xiaoge's shoulders. The intimate movements at this moment easily relaxed Yu Xiaoge's body. Without extra words, Zhan Mu carefully took off Yu Xiaoge's clothes. Ge opened his eyes, a pair of clean but stubborn eyes everywhere, Zhan Mu couldn't move his eyes.

Zhan Mu immediately kissed his lips with passion like a prairie fire.

Yu Xiaoge stretched out his hands to caress Zhan Mu's chest and caressed his body. When their bodies overlapped, the wind blew up the pure white gauze curtain, making a rustling sound, and the moonlight scattered on their intertwined bodies The body is soaked in divine brilliance, it seems to get rid of lust and become a ritual to engrave love.

The next day, when Zhan Mu woke up, the curtains had been pulled open, the sunlight was dazzling, scattered on his body, and falling on colorful spots of light, Zhan Mu looked down, Yu Xiaoge was sleeping soundly on his chest Zhan Mu was afraid of disturbing his rest, so he didn't dare to move at all, but Yu Xiaoge rubbed against Zhan Mu's chest every now and then, making Zhan Mu's chest itch like a fluffy toy, and Zhan Mu was thinking about playing tricks on Yu Xiao While singing, Yu Xiaoge's phone rang.

Yu Xiaoge woke up immediately, dazedly touched around, and finally touched Zhan Mu's eyes, Zhan Mu grabbed Yu Xiaoge's hand away with a smile, and handed him the phone.

Yu Xiaoge squeezed for a while before he came back to his senses. He smiled cutely at Zhan Mu, and after connecting, he said weakly, "Hello..."

"Where is it?" A man's voice came from over there, it was Mr. Luo.

Yu Xiaoge wiped his face with his hands to get rid of sleepiness, and replied, "Outside."

"You didn't go home last night, who are you with now? Is it Zhan Mu?"

Yu Xiaoge was silent, the person on the other end of the phone chuckled and said, "Xiaoge, are you serious with me, or do you think my warnings to you over and over again are just a joke, playing with firecrackers like this will end up suffering The head is still your own."

"No, I know you're not joking, but I'm also serious." Yu Xiaoge said, "Dating is my personal freedom."

"So you're leaving me?" It wasn't a threat or a yell, he only needed to ask a word softly, and Yu Xiaoge couldn't move.

"We're not talking about the same thing, just treat me as disobedient, and you can punish me as you like." Yu Xiaoge said seriously, "I have the right to fall in love freely, and I'm also serious about liking Zhan Mu, godfather, Don't force me."

"Sometimes I would rather you were a child, at least be obedient. Your Brother Qi is very opposed to your dating. You should know that it is not a joke when he loses his temper." After finishing speaking, Luo Junfeng hung up the phone.

Zhan Mu, who was listening to the phone from the beginning to the end, was always calm. Yu Xiaoge got out of bed and went to the bathroom without saying a word. Zhan Mu got up, pushed the door to the bathroom, and found Yu Xiaoge smoking in it. At the sink, it looks annoying.

Seeing Zhan Mu coming in, Yu Xiaoge smiled wryly, "Sometimes I hate myself, but I hate him even more."

Yu Xiaoge put out the cigarette, and he was a little worried that he would drag Zhan Mu down, but he was reluctant to let go of Zhan Mu's hand, and he was struggling at the moment.

"You want to break up with me?" Zhan Mu asked.

"I don't want to." Yu Xiaoge turned to look at him with firm eyes, "I love you, Zhan Mu, I just don't want to hurt you."

Zhan Mu walked up to Yu Xiaoge, and the light from the incandescent lamp made Yu Xiaoge's fair face even paler. Zhan Mu smiled lightly and said, "I accept the previous sentence. As for the trouble, you think too much. Having been in the entertainment industry for so long, it’s not easy to be scared.”

"I'm not afraid that you are useless, I'm afraid that I can't protect you." Yu Xiaoge laughed at himself, and Zhan Mu smiled even more openly. His gentle eyes were full of tolerance. Zhan Mu recalled and said, "I remember once Someone told me that he was spoiled by others. Since I accepted it without hesitation at that time, would I still leave when he needed me? I can't do such a thing, laughing song, frankly speaking , love is a matter between two people, if I didn’t even have the confidence to stand with you through thick and thin, I would not have accepted you at the beginning.”

"You said that sexuality is dangerous. It's hard for you to gain a foothold in the entertainment industry. I don't want you to lose everything because of me." Yu Xiaoge said.

"I said this at the beginning because I was afraid that you would quit." Zhan Mu said frankly, "You look like the kind of person who hasn't experienced much. To put it bluntly, you are a child who has not grown up. Age does not mean Mature mind. Of course, I am not accusing you of being ignorant now, you just lack the experience of growth, maybe now you will feel that the threat of your godfather makes it difficult for you to move forward, but this is nothing to me, even if you can’t get along in the entertainment industry. What a big deal, this is not the only way to live.”

Yu Xiaoge lowered his head, and after a while, he slowly approached Zhan Mu, and joked, "So people say that you should be with a mature man when you fall in love, and they are really right."

Zhan Mu pushed his forehead, supported his shoulders to the mirror, Zhan Mu's face was pressed against Yu Xiaoge's cheek, the warm and intimate contact made people feel numb in the heart, Yu Xiaoge Turning his face to look at Zhan Mu, Zhan Mu smiled and said, "Look at your dark circles, don't stay up late at night." Then Zhan Mu hugged him tightly from behind Yu Xiaoge, and they kissed each other deeply, Yu Xiaoge gradually Indulging in Zhan Mu's gentle and tolerant enthusiasm, he used to think that he would resist something for Zhan Mu, and he would give him the best. Only now did he realize that it is himself who has been protected all the time.

After sending Zhan Mu on the plane back to the film and television city, Yu Xiaoge received a call from Qi Dong. Qi Dong's tone was still gentle, but he couldn't hide his alienation. Even if Yu Xiaoge wanted to cherish his only relatives , but he also understands that what has deteriorated is what has deteriorated. He changed direction and went to Luo's house. He knew that what was waiting for him would be stormy, but Yu Xiaoge was not afraid at all. By his side, Yu Xiaoge knew better that he had nothing in the first place, and now he just returned everything to them.

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"Time will never come back, and the past of youth is a regret.

How many lovers are in pairs, how many lovers leave.

In the dream, I cleverly remember that the mountains and rivers are far away, and who will send the brocade book in the cloud.

I used to be young and frivolous, why don't I know you in this life.

After the old year, it is spring again, and the raindrops are white and the first voice is absolutely beautiful.

The sound of Jinghong cut off the autumn geese, holding hands silently looking forward to Wangnian.

After several winds and rains in Yangcheng, looking back, there is no end to the feeling.

The old man knows the song of lovesickness, and ends up in Huangquan, but how can he go before. "

The theme song was playing on the set. In this rainy scene, Zhan Mu and Shen Shu were in the wind and rain. Shen Shu put the umbrella on top of Zhan Mu's head. Zhan Mu smiled gently at him and walked to Xie's house. In front of the door, someone was holding an umbrella. The umbrella was slowly lifted up, and the face under the umbrella appeared. Yang Qile looked at Shen Shu with a smile, and said hello, "Yuntang, Juntang."

"Long time no see." Shen Shu looked at him from a distance, said softly, Zhan Mu was stunned for a moment, smiled at him, and asked, "When did you come back?"

Yang Qile turned his body sideways and said with a smile, "In the morning, I went to Hong Kong to visit my elder brother these few days, and when I came back, I realized that there was no place to stay."

"Then stay here for a few days. Last time you left in a hurry, we didn't catch up." Zhan Mu said with a smile.

Yang Qile nodded, even if he accepted his kindness, Shen Shu's eyes never left Yang Qile.

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In the dim room, Zhan Mu who was naked was hugged by Shen Shu. Shen Shu looked at Zhan Mu and said softly, "Jun Tang, when things in the factory settle down, we will go back to Shaoguan together. By then the azaleas will be almost gone." opened."

Zhan Mu nodded, "The azaleas all over the city must be beautiful."

Shen Shu smiled softly, he held Zhan Mu's hand tightly, kissed the back of his hand, and murmured, "Jun Tang, I can't give you a stable life, and I have made you worry and fear these few years."

Zhan Mu shook his head, he looked at Shen Shu earnestly, "Yuntang, only you are safe and sound, I have nothing else to ask for."

Shen Shu kissed Zhan Mu's forehead, and said reverently, "Me too, as long as you are safe and happy, I will be satisfied. Forgive me for the past hurts. In fact, I have always been..."

Zhan Mu didn't finish listening to him, so he sealed his lips.

"Is there something embarrassing you recently? Song Jia won't retaliate against you when he comes back this time." Zhan Mu asked with concern.

Shen Shu hugged him tightly, pulled his hand down, and said softly, "It's only natural that he hates me, even if I failed him, don't get too close to him, he is no longer the original Song frame."

"Would you like me to leave Guangzhou for a while? I will always be your burden here, and Song Jia will also mind our relationship." Zhan Mu thought for a moment and said.

Shen Shu shook his head, pestered Zhan Mu, and said lingeringly, "I'm not sure, I can't sleep or eat if I don't see you for a day, don't worry, I'm on guard against Song Jia, and I won't let him hurt you."

Zhan Mu listened to Shen Shu's words, pinched the tip of his nose, and said with a smile, "It's getting more and more glib."

Shen Shu smiled lightly, under the light, Shen Shu leaned forward and kissed Zhan Mu, Zhan Mu closed his eyes, accepting such a frank kiss, while the smoke floating in the background embraced them.

After filming this scene, the following is the scene of Shen Shu muttering Song frame in his sleep. Zhan Mu was held in his arms, but he heard it clearly.After struggling for a while, Zhan Mu slowly got up and opened the door. Before leaving, he turned to look at Shen Shu who was sleeping peacefully on the bed. Zhan Mu had read the original book, and knew about this farewell. , so Zhan Mu leaves a sad back, and leaves resolutely. The camera turns to the empty street, and Zhan Mu disappears into the night in a windbreaker.

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When Zhan Mu was filming on the set, he would occasionally call Yu Xiaoge. Yu Xiaoge obviously liked Zhan Mu asking him to relieve his boredom. Mu didn't think much about it, thinking it was a period of burnout, but he didn't know that Yu Xiaoge was grounded by Qi Dong.

Because now it is just supplementary filming of Xie Yuntang and Xie Juntang's scenes, so Yang Qile's scenes are relatively small. He travels between Xicheng and Film and Television City by plane, which is completely a trapeze life. Zhan Mu also learned from Shen Shu's words that Yang Qile recently had a relationship with a lawyer. Walking closer, returning to Xicheng so often is also because of that lawyer.

Although Zhan Mu also wanted to see Yu Xiaoge every day like this, but after all, there were too many scenes and it was impossible to get away, so he could only endure the longing and continue filming, but at the later stage of filming, Zhan Mu heard rumors that Zhao Mingrui's There was something wrong with his health and he was on vacation for a while. After Shen Shu knew about this, he was in a bad mood for a while, and he was a little irritable when filming. Talked to Shen Shu alone.

"Mr. Zhao, Jian Hui can handle it. It's human nature to be sick, so don't worry too much." Zhan Mu persuaded Shen Shu to open a beer, and Shen Shu took the beer, drinking while feeling unhappy.

Zhan Mu invited him over his shoulder, and said with a smile, "If you don't get into the mood, you will never be able to make this movie well. Don't forget, there are also clip art. If you mess up this movie, Mr. Zhao will never do it again." Why don't you take pictures."

Shen Shu smiled lightly and shook his head, and asked, "Do you know what's wrong with Zhao Mingrui?"

Zhan Mu thought he was still young, so it would not be a serious illness, Shen Shu said, "He still has half a year at most, don't look at how well he usually hides, Jian Hui actually knows everything."

"How do you know?" Zhan Mu felt a little shocked. If this is the truth, how should Jian Hui accept it.

"Jian Hui said it on the phone." Shen Shu said sadly, "I can't stay there for a moment when I hear Jian Hui's distraught voice. If something happens to Zhao Mingrui, what will he do?"

Zhan Mu nodded, "I can understand how you feel now, you will be able to go back after three or four days of filming, calm down, besides, if you go back at this time, Jian Hui may not necessarily see you."

"Yes, he may not meet me, he only thinks about Zhao Mingrui." Shen Shu kept drinking, as if he could forget all his sorrows by drinking.

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