Actor-level brain-dead fan

Chapter 33

The waiter quickly added a chair to this table.After Mrs. Lawrence took her seat, the whole table felt restrained.However, Mrs. Lawrence seemed very kind. She deliberately slowed down her speech, and used relatively basic words and simple sentences to communicate with everyone, trying to make everyone understand.

The singers of several well-known teams headed by Lin Zhaoyang in the crew, because they often have to promote in various Asian countries, have good foreign language skills, and there are almost no obstacles in communicating with Mrs. Lawrence.As for the main creator of the film crew and several other actors with professional backgrounds, except for Lin Shu and Ding Jinglan, their English skills are very bad.

Lin Shu himself thought about being able to go abroad when he was young, and deliberately taught himself, while Ding Jinglan came from an acting family with strict tutoring. He was admitted to the University of Film and Television with a very high score in cultural subjects. Thinking about it, he has not forgotten to continue to enrich himself all these years Own.

Ding Jinglan must have put a lot of effort into foreign languages. When she spoke, she had a very standard American pronunciation. Mrs. Lawrence was surprised when she heard it, and then she kept talking to her.The two chatted happily, and several crew members who were separated between the two changed positions with winking, letting Ding Jinglan sit next to Mrs. Lawrence.

Lin Shu listened to the chatting of the two women. From this year's new movie to this year's autumn and winter new clothes, to the new perfume product just launched by a well-known brand, Mrs. Lawrence and Ding Jinglan talked about everything. Mrs. Lawrence's appreciation for Ding Jinglan And the love is beyond words.

"What are you looking at?" Jia Yiran leaned over and asked softly.

"Jinglan's oral English is really good." Lin Shu whispered.After all, he and Ding Jinglan are old classmates. In order not to fall into the trap, they still call each other by their first names.

"Your English is pretty good too." Jia Yiran said, "As for the accent, I'll help you."

"Is it too troublesome?" Lin Shu could see that Jia Yiran was sincere, "I'll just hire a teacher when the time comes."

"It's more convenient for me." Jia Yiran strongly recommended himself, "We can practice oral English with 24 novels a day, and it's free."

"This one……"

"Daniel?" Mrs. Lawrence suddenly interrupted their whispering, "You and Selena play siblings in the movie?" Selena is Ding Jinglan's English name.

"Yes." Jia Yiran nodded.

"Are there many rivalries?"

"Some. I didn't count the specific number of acts." Jia Yiran said vaguely, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Mrs. Lawrence smiled softly, "I don't remember the typical gentle and virtuous oriental woman played by Selena in the roles you worked with before."

"After all, I just entered China's film and television industry." Jia Yiran shrugged.

"This is a good start." Mrs. Lawrence smiled, then turned her head and continued talking to Ding Jinglan.The topic between the two continued to develop aimlessly, until Mrs. Lawrence began to chat with Ding Jinglan about Jia Yiran's childhood.

Jia Yiran put down the knife and fork, picked up the napkin from his lap and threw it on the table, stood up and said to Lin Shu: "I know there is a restaurant that serves good Mexican food, do you want to try it together?"

Lin Shu didn't know what was going on, but he knew that he should listen to Jia Yiran at this time.So he put down his napkin too, and stood up.

"If you think these things are not tasty, you can order something else." Mrs. Lawrence said, "I come here often, but I can recommend you some..."

"Okay, then let's get straight to the point." Jia Yiran put his hands in his pockets, and this posture usually means that he is very impatient, "Ma'am, I know what you want to do, so let me say it again now: the first , I'm gay, you don't want me to marry a woman in this life, second, Lin is not my boyfriend, he is my friend, not Sophia, he is..." Jia Yiran paused , "Yes, that's what it says on the Internet. I'm a giant baby who hasn't been weaned yet. I love my father. I want him to be my father. But, that doesn't mean I still want to find a mother."

There were a few gasping sounds on the table. Although half of the people were still at the primary school level in English, a simple sentence like "iamagay (I am gay)" was taken out and spoken slowly and solemnly. understood by all.

Now everyone has [-] shit playing in their hearts.Such an important news, without any preparation, just said it at the dinner table? !Will not be silenced!

"Daniel!" Mrs. Lawrence warned, restraining the smile on her face. Although her tone was still gentle, her eyes were cold, and her green eyes, which were exactly the same as Jia Yiran's, now looked like a wolf in the wilderness at night. Can tear your throat out, "Can you sit down?"

"It's your business that you like Miss Ding. It's my business who I want to be with." Jia Yiran said coldly, "20 years ago you threw the obligation to take care of me and the right to educate me to Others, 20 years later, want to come back easily? Why do you think I am willing to sit at the same table with you for dinner? Do you really want me to turn against you?"

The entire table was silent. Although half of the people could not understand the specific conversation between Jia Yiran and Mrs. Lawrence, they could fully see the tense atmosphere between the two from the key sentences and the serious expressions and cold tones of the two.

Fortunately, Jia Yiran's voice was very low and did not disturb the guests at other tables, otherwise tomorrow's headline would be "Jia Yiran Argues with His Mother for Homosexuals".

"Okay, okay. You don't like me talking too much with your female colleagues, I will pay attention." Mrs. Lawrence's expression suddenly relaxed, and she showed a gentle smile again, as if she saw herself The young son is making unreasonable troubles, "You just need to tell me, there is no need to say that you are gay..."

"The well-known producer Kate Lawrence is anti-gay, I think the media must be very interested in this news. I am gay, do you need me to hold a press conference tomorrow?" Jia Yiran sneered, "I will not accompany you, You can continue to communicate with Ms. Ding about this year's autumn and winter new products, do you want to invite her to Paris to participate in the fashion show?" After speaking, he pulled Lin Shu and turned to leave the hotel.

On the way out of the hotel, Lin Shu heard the sound of flashing lights clicking again. It seemed that a reporter had already discovered their whereabouts.Jia Yiran was unmoved, called a taxi with a blank expression, and said the name of the restaurant.

"Sir, that restaurant is closed for renovation." The driver kindly reminded them, "I just sent two customers there this morning."

Jia Yiran's expression looked like he was about to burst into foul language.

"Why don't you take me to your apartment in Manhattan?" Lin Shu said hastily, "We can buy a box of pizza and then buy some beer or something, just like what is often filmed in American TV series, I have always wanted to try it .”

"Good idea!" Jia Yiran immediately became happy, snapped his fingers, and told the driver the name of the store.They went there to buy two pizzas and two barrels of beer, and then came to Jia Yiran's apartment.

The apartment is cleaned regularly, so it looks very clean. There is no trace of dust on the table. Although the doors and windows of the room are closed, due to regular ventilation, there is no musty smell of stale air.

The two were sitting on the floor in the living room covered with thick white carpets. Jia Yiran drank a whole glass of beer in one gulp, and suddenly said: "She never cared about me before, and then when I was 13 years old, she came home once. , I suddenly wanted to do my mother's responsibility and clean up my room. As a result, I found your CD in my study, and many posters and photos I collected. At that time, I would take screenshots and print posters myself."

"It's normal to chase stars, but chasing an unknown male artist immediately touched her sensitive heart. She immediately destroyed all my collections. When I came back, she had packed my luggage for me and told I, she wants to send me to a homosexual hospital to correct my sexuality."

"Did you know your sexual orientation at that time?" Lin Shu asked.

Jia Yiran shook his head: "At that time, I didn't know whether I liked boys or girls. But I was very angry when she interfered in my life like that. I immediately threw all her things out and told her to leave me alone. "

"I have to say that although my grandfather was very strict with me, he was a very open-minded old man. I had a big fight with Mrs. Lawrence at the time. She had called the hospital and told the doctor that I was mentally ill and was attacking people. Let them Come here and take me away. At this time, my grandfather came back and understood the cause and effect. Grandpa drove her out directly and told her not to come back. Then he told me that he didn’t care if I liked men or women, but in the future If I mess around, he'll break my leg."

"Your grandfather is so kind." Lin Shu said, "Family is the one who stands by your side and supports you at critical times."

"That's right." Jia Yiran laughed, "I used to hate him very much, and thought he was unreasonable. Only then did I know that he also loves me very much."

Lin Shu looked at Jia Yiran whose expression suddenly softened, and reached out to pat him on the back.

"I'm gay too." Lin Shu said suddenly.

"Really!" Jia Yiran tried his best to look shocked, but Lin Shu saw through it at a glance, "If you used this expression to express shock when you were filming, I really doubt why they gave you the award. Award for Best Actor."

"Well, I just think you are very gay." Jia Yiran said frankly, "You don't seem to be interested in women at all. The best works you have performed in emotional dramas are the gay films you made before."

"How obvious?" Lin Shu muttered, taking a gulp of beer, "Anyway, I never knew why I paid more attention to boys, and it wasn't until I was 17 that I really understood the meaning of homosexuality, and I was terrified at the time. I dare not tell my mother that I went to Beijing to find my father by myself and asked him what I should do."

Lin Shu blinked his eyes, and Father Lin's clear but blurry figure appeared in front of his eyes again.He could hardly remember Father Lin's appearance, they had met too rarely, and they had long been strangers, but every time they met, his indifferent and alienated attitude was like a soldering iron, leaving him with a clear and deep-rooted memory.

"He told me that same-sex sex is very easy to transmit AIDS, and reminded me to wear condoms. But condoms sometimes don't work, and then he gave me the phone number and address of the largest disease control center in Beijing. , let me go for regular checkups."

"That's all he said to me when he found out I was gay."

It wasn't until his body was pushed into Jia Yiran's arms that Lin Shu realized that his eyes were sour and red, and tears welled up.He also didn't expect that after so many years, the injury he received back then could still sting him again.

"It's okay." Jia Yiran pressed her cheek tightly against the top of his head, "It's okay."

This evening they were eating pizza and beer while chatting, Lin Shu told the whole story about himself and He Xiawei.There are quite a few people around him who know about his relationship, but he never told them how much he had expected for this relationship, and when he found out that he was betrayed and humiliated by a third party, he What shame and anger, not to mention how much this failed relationship hurt him, made him almost never want to talk about feelings with a second person.

"I'll help you." Jia Yiran said after drinking a few glasses of beer, "I'll hang He Xiawei and Zou Rong on the pillar of shame, so that everyone will be ashamed." They threw eggs and rotten vegetable leaves."

Lin Shu smiled and pinched his face: "Thank you."

Jia Yiran looked at Lin Shu's smiling face, and his eyes fell on his lips.The man had just wiped the oil from his mouth with a tissue, and now his lips looked as bright red as if he had applied lipstick because of the congestion.

"What's wrong?" Lin Shu asked uncomfortably under Jia Yiran's stare.

"Can I, can I kiss you?"

Lin Shu didn't realize what Jia Yiran was saying at first, until Jia Yiran thought that he had acquiesced, and the whole person leaned over, put one arm around his waist, and the other hand touched his face, he didn't know what to say. Really figured out what he was talking about.

"You, what are you doing?" Lin Shu suddenly dodged to the side, "Stop making trouble!"

"I haven't kissed a boy before!" Jia Yiran threw himself forward, hugged Lin Shu's thigh and pushed him to the ground, rubbing his head on his waist, "papa~ let me try Try it."

"Didn't you make a gay movie?" Lin Shu pushed his shoulder hard, trying to free himself, Jia Yiran's head was in a slightly awkward position, and if he went down a bit, he could touch his crotch. "Stop it!"

"That doesn't count!" Jia Yiran took the opportunity to rub up again, and finally hugged Lin Shu's waist, buried his head in his chest, "That's work, and the other party is a straight man."

"Let go." Lin Shu patted him on the head unceremoniously, "If you want to find someone to kiss, the streets are full of men who voluntarily sacrifice themselves!"

"But I don't want to kiss them!" Jia Yiran groaned, twisting his body, "I just want to kiss you, Papa! Come on, come on~"

Lin Shu's heart shuddered. This kind of confession-like words, even if he knew that the person who said the words didn't mean that, still touched his heartstrings.Not to mention that this person was writhing on his body, he felt that he was about to be wrung out by this person.

"Don't move around!" Lin Shu slapped Jia Yiran on the back of the head again.

"Kiss!" Jia Yiran raised his head, and Lin Shu realized that the distance between him and him was so close that as long as he lowered his head, he could kiss his face, "Just kiss."

Maybe it was because of drinking, even this little alcohol was nothing to Lin Shu.But now, this little alcohol is like a thick fog, steaming in his brain, blinding his reason.

When he looked into Jia Yiran's green eyes, he felt as if he was possessed, he could only watch helplessly as he stretched out his hand, held Jia Yiran's face, and lowered his head.